It's my birthday. hurray?

So this is my first blog on here and I'll warn you, I'm not the kind of girl who updates often, but I'll try to write as often as I can.

So I thought of starting this blog on my 26th birthday. Hurray? I'm not sure. It's not really because I'm getting older, but mostly because I feel like I haven't accomplished a lot in those 26 years of life.

But let's try to keep a cheerful mood. After all, I should be celebrating the fact that I am still alive and well and not depress on the things that I never did. After all, what good can it bring me?? None.

So what else can I add in this first blog? Well, I said that I wanted make it sound less depressing so I shall talk to you about my family and friends.

First, my dad. We don't get along that well, mostly because we are both stubborn and want to be right. He often makes me cry, but I know just how much it hurts him when he does. I know he loves me and he cares a lot about me, but it seems we can't really find a way to talk without ending it in some kind of fight.

Second, my mother. She's the opposite of my dad really. We laugh at everything and it's so easy to joke with her. After my brother's death (which i won't talk about now), a bond was made between us and no one can really get into it. They can try to understand it, but it's not the same with others. If I didn't think it was too cheesy, I'd say she's like one of my best friends or almost hahahaha

Third, my sister. What can I say about my sister??? She's PREGNANT!! YAY of her second child and this time, I'm going to be the godmother. I'm really excited and happy though last week I was scared cuz we thought she had lost the baby, but it seems the baby is holding on so YAY. My sister and I are not really close, but we are a lot more closer than when we were younger. We love to tease each other, but I'll admit it, I have trouble admitting to myself that I should stop comparing myself to her because she seems to be so perfect when I'm not.

In fourth, I'll start talking about my friends. Well, I don't have a lot of them in my life, but those I do are really the best of friends I could ever have.

There's Sonya who's like my best friend. We've known each other for over twelve years. She's amazing and I can always count on her at any moment of my life; good or bad. She's the kind of person I want to keep in my life for a very very long time.

Then Livia who is one amazing friend. I always laugh with her and we have so much in common and yet, we are different too. hahaha It's easy to talk with her and she's another friend that I wouldn't want to lose ever.

Then Jacinthe. What can I say about her? We are way too damn alike hahaha both stubborn and we got into quite a lot of arguments over the year, but we always worked things out and I'll admit it's been a while since we last fought. She's a girl you can count on for anything. (i think i can say that about all my friends lol)

I have others like Caroline or Véronique who are good friends, but that I don't see a lot. Caroline and I used to hang out a lot, but then she got her boyfriend and we started seeing other less and then she got pregnant and it took over a year before I saw her (and even when she learned she was pregnant, it took her over three months and like my friend Jacinthe to annoy her to tell me or else I would still be in denial). Véronique and I used to hang together at work and all, but then she changed jobs and we keep contacting each other through e-mails, but I'll admit, I have a hard time keeping up with it cuz I suck at writing e-mails.

Then, we have online friends that I simply adore. Like Katie with who I can talk about anything, especially Twilight and Jessie, with who I have so much in common that we end up liking the same guy hahaha or Jo who has been my online friend for a very long time. We don't talk as much (seeing she has a baby girl now) but we do keep contact. I have other girls that I talk to, but I think I'll stop here for now because basically, this blog is going to end up being like three pages long. hahahaha

So not bad for a first blog!